Turning 25 with eyes wide open. People at their core desires are a disappointment to one another. We don’t live to volunteer or ache to help one another. We crave validation that we are good. It is truly difficult to admit that we spend a majority of our time without intent and LIKE IT. Laziness is intoxicating. This one goes out to the people who kick ice under the fridge instead of picking it up. Out of sight is out of mind. The people who walk by trash and think someone else will pick it up. If I didn’t leave it I shouldn’t have to clean up others messes. The people who pass by those in need on the way to work without stopping. I am in a hurry, there’s no time to help them. Every day we justify convenience when acting with intent could better our home and community in a small way. What will we do when the use of antidotal thoughts run dry?
I hear my conscience clouding as I make these errors too. I just think we can do better. When you’re ready, I’ll be here for you.
Don’t mind me as the person who looks out for you.
I am the person who wants everybody to look out for themselves.
To have a unique path, to be self sufficient, to be emotionally intelligent and aware of the surroundings that work for you. By having everybody so out of tune with what they need, desire, & crave you’re doing everyone a disservice around you.
Learn about yourself.
Live & experience life as you!
Let’s get at ‘er!
I am manifesting so much good
Through experiencing pain that is meaningful
I am shedding all my shame & sin
To help a new confidence and light in
I am grieving my separation from old friends
The wrong ones must go, to let the right ones in
I am balancing my energy for me
Exciting new changes will come when I’m ready
I am in charge of all my reactions
From here on out I am made of light and attraction
I am simplifying my time
Setting boundaries with clear defined lines
I am processing love with great speed
Disappointment and disrespect will
No longer affect me.
There is not room here for good or evil to be separate entities.
Everything is in-between and there is not one without the other.
They bleed into one another like watercolors and waves meeting the shore.
Gentle and unforgiving they mesh in beautiful and impulsive ways.
All energy is so tightly wound that neither good nor evil can stand alone.
Good and evil must exist in the same realm to even exist at all.
I am made of acceptance to all the consequences of my actions.
I hold myself accordingly to the conflicts I have let go awry.
I am bravely okay with the opportunities I have failed to grasp.
I am aware of the relationships i’ve let fall through the cracks.
I am the pilot flying myself away from the places that no longer nurture me.
I am just fine with leaving it be.
Could you suppose that we are all connected to our soul mates by a single red string. Our devout responsibility in life to find our match and remove ourselves from the mess. Only then will the pull of absence be removed from our hearts?
With his magnetism he drew me in and gave my iron heart something to hold on to.